I don't know if I have said this already but today was probably my most trying day. I don't know what is going on with some of these kids. It's like instead of getting better, they're feeding off other kids and their behavior is getting worse. This job is definitely teaching me patience and is a good learning experience before having children of my own. The PL2 continues to be incredible and helps me so much. I'm still enjoying the job, I'm just learning that you should always expect the unexpected. You have never seen everything and each day is a different surprise.
I am still struggling to find a balance between yelling too much and not yelling enough. But that's an issue for me outside of work as well. I'm looking for that happy medium of standing up for myself and not being completely rude.
On the upside, today was my first day going through both shifts at work without my anxiety meds. I needed them when I got home but I think this is huge progress toward getting off the meds completely eventually.
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